It has been a hectic few weeks of August for me. As I mentioned in my earlier post, I was involved in an accident. It was really 100% my fault and till now I could not explain in detail what really happened on that day.

The accident happened in KL town at about 6.30pm. I was heading back home from a meeting in KL. My mood was definitely down earlier that day but it picked up later that evening. So I cannot put the blame on my mood. Normally while driving back from work (stuck in the jam), I tend to feel very sleepy and sometimes even find it hard to open my eyes. However, on that day I was feeling alright. Hence, I cannot put the blame on my sleepiness. At times I play with my handphone (which I know is not good) to keep myself awake or not too bored in the car. But on that day, I never touched my phone while travelling home. Therefore, I cannot put the blame on myself on the excuse that I was playing with my HP. So, everything seems perfect for a day back from work…and yet the accident happened! I guess some things cannot be avoided.

All I can tell people is that I was stuck in a bumper to bumper jam on the way back from KL town. The car in front of me moved forward and I did too. But my guess is (for whatever reason), I pressed the accelerator too hard that made my car moved forward too fast and hence, I could no break on time. BANG!! The poor driver in front of me was indeed shocked.

Well, I have fixed my car already and I am definitely poorer now…haha. I have already compensated the driver in front of me. But the bad luck just keeps on coming. While my car was in the workshop, the foremen noticed that my petrol was leaking from the tank (this has nothing to do with the accident). Sigh…so now my car is in the NAZA workshop for “check up”. Well, one positive thing is that my car still has two more months of warranty under NAZA. So hopefully they will do everything for free. Cross your fingers for me.

This was how my car looked like after the accident


And..this was how the car in front of me looked like after the accident..haha..(FYI, car in front of me was a WAJA)

One of these happened last night and I realised I never shared this with you. So here it is!
Few of DJ's weird/cute/funny/amusing antics before/during/after his sleep:

1. Legs twitching
2. Body twitching
3. Sleep barking (soft barks) - Like he was dreaming or having a nightmare
4. Snoring
5. Grumbling noises
6. Sudden jump from sleep and run to another spot and sleep right away at that spot
7. Sudden wake from sleep and look into "space" and snarl/bark (loudly)
8. "Chiap-chiap" sound (the sound of the tounge moving in the mouth just like when human does it)
9. Sighing right before his sleep (like he had a very long tiring day)

That's my old man DJ for you!!

DJ: Am I Cute or What? :P

This was one of the conversation I had with AK while I was stuck in the jam driving AK to the LRT station.

Me: (thinking about the jam, the work I am heading to, the financial setback, future, etc while grumbling about the jam and cursing at those KL people driving like it is their grandfather's road) Life does not have to be this way
AK: Other people is doing it and has no problem with it.
Me: Well, other people is just accepting it, does not mean they enjoy it.
AK: Then why can't you accept it?
Me: Because I feel life should not be this way.
AK: Then what can you do?
Me: If life is as what it is now, then I rather kill myself. Relieve myself from such life.
AK: Why must you say such thing?
Me: (Knowing I am wrong to say such thing but do not want to admit it) Ya la. Not true meh? Better I just disappear and then no need to go through all these feelings.
AK: (getting angry) Go find a new job then
Me: (lazy and unsure of my feelings but I feel that it is not the only reason) It is not that simple. Sigh.

I guess these "emotions" had something to do with the crazy week I had. Met an accident on the way back from KL town (another post will be posted on this incident), had a slight trauma after that, dealing with fixing the car, dealing with financial problem, etc. Bloody hell, I hate feeling this way. Maybe I am just being a baby.